Forgetting Faith
By Jon Walker
So I will always remind you of these things, even though you know them and are firmly established in the truth you now have. I think it is right to refresh your memory… 2 Peter 1:12 (NIV)
At one point in my Jesus-life, I sensed God stretching my faith. Specifically, he told me to stop receiving a regular paycheck and started living, as we often say, “on faith.”
Truth says we all live on some form of faith, even if misguided. Early on God showed me we think we’re guaranteed a paycheck from our employer for many years to come, but that promise is based on assumptions and we really live in faith that the paycheck will be there each week.
So, with a radiant certainty that God would provide because he told me he would, I did what he said and I started looking for his provision — even keeping a log of every way God took care of us, and the list grew to be joyfully impressive. God was moving me from a tentative “I hope it will happen” to a certain, “I know this will happen.”
Yet, within a few months I was literally staggered with doubt. I’d lost focus, or at least my focus on God, and I started scrambling for ways to generate income. I started believing, again, that it was my responsibility to make things happen because, I thought, God may or may not come through.
You, my faithful friend, may be much further along than I am in learning to trust God; then again, you may have experienced exactly what I’m describing.
Could it be that I forgot what I believed? C.S. Lewis, in Mere Christianity, says you never talk a man out of his faith – you can’t debate him out of his beliefs – but it is possible he’ll slowly, imperceptibly at first, forget what he believes.
Peter, the water-walker, says stay established in the Truth of God’s work in your life, keeping your memories fresh.
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